Love At First Sight Behind The Scenes

You asked for it!

So Here It Is!!!

-you can take the originals in Chicago since they are big) you know) like the Willis Tower!)) ;) :*

are you watching me?? :p I love you baby)) :*

unlike that bitch Rose!!

Let it Flow

This Is How I Let Go

Guitar in hand

It plays my heart's tunes

As here, in my room, I stand

Eyes closed 

All emotion flowing from my heart into my hands

Then out of my guitar's notes 

Here I stand 

All emotion flowing 

Lost and confused 

My hurt is now showing 

I say, 'let it show' 

And continue to write and play my guitar 

Out, my hurt does flow 

Onto the paper and from the guitar 

This is how I let my hurt go 

And soon by what people read 

They will know 

This is how I let it go 

~miss you~ 

My Angel , My Love , My Forever))

Caleb:
I was telling Tracy that I want to have one boy and one girl no matter what))
and I have made this clear to you!
so lets say we have 8 girls... time to try again!!!!


Kristina:
I promise you will get a boy and a girl no matter what cause i like trying things with you *


Caleb:
You promised!!!
ill save it to the blog)

Kristina: 
smart))

You Are All That I Have

Kristina Zotova is the girl of my dreams))

NO FEAR

She is Beautiful)

She is Caring)

She is Kind)

and She is a Role Model Figure))

Not only has she captured my heart, but she did it with such wondrous grace) with such a pure love) I can never ask for a better woman than my milliechikka)

I will always love you, this I promise you.

I Asked God...

I asked for strength and God gave me difficulties to make me strong 
I asked for wisdom and God gave me problems to solve 
I asked for prosperity and God gave me brawn and brain to work 
I asked for courage and God gave me dangers to overcome 
I asked for patience God placed me in situations where I was forced to wait 
I asked for love and God gave me troubled people to help 
I asked for favors and God gave me opportunities 
I received nothing I wanted I received everything I needed 
My Prayer Has Been Answered. 

Typing my love))) ;)

Моя любовь не знает границ

О своей любви я готов слагать легенды

hehe Mickey says HI!

))) hehe so I thought I would post you some old screens from skype)))

I thought it would help you keep the memories of Mickey alive!

I love the first picture)) Idk what is happening!!

~miss my millie~

No one else but you))

Wait for me, and I'll come back!

Wait with all you've got!

Wait, when dreary yellow rains

Tell you, you should not.

Wait when snow is falling fast,

Wait when summer's hot,

Wait when yesterdays are past,

Others are forgot.

Wait, when from that far-off place,

Letters don't arrive.

Wait, when those with whom you wait 

Doubt if I'm alive.

Wait for me, and I'll come back!

Wait in patience yet

When they tell you off by heart

That you should forget.

Even when my dearest ones

Say that I am lost,

Even when my friends give up,

Sit and count the cost,

Drink a glass of bitter wine

To the fallen friend -

Wait! And do not drink with them!

Wait until the end!

Wait for me and I'll come back, 

Dodging every fate! 

"What a bit of luck!" they'll say, 

Those that would not  wait. 

They will never understand 

How amidst the strife, 

By your waiting for me, dear, 

You had saved my life. 

Only you and I will know 

How you got me through. 

Simply - you knew how to wait - 

No one else but you.

- Konstantin Simonov

American EASTER!!!

HAPPY EASTER baby!!!))))   (1 of 2) hehe lucky you, currently you get a few double Holidays! :*
missing you baby)) you belong here in my arms) :*

I adore you) The Weeknd - High For This

Everyday, Every hour, Every moment missing you..

its cool)) I enjoy thinking about you)) you're awesome ya know!

So i started a different video a few days ago, but my theme didn't seem right for the time being. :p I made this today because again I needed to express myself and had no better form but this..

KK I love you sooo much))

It will not take long to get through this all))

not long at all.

::Good ole Bible quote, the same chapter we read that night at the fountain::))

• Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
• It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
• Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
• It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
• Love never fails.

We are both growing as individuals)) but I feel connected to you even so we are this far a part. When I am with you I feel just perfect.

I know my message is more random than anything! :p but I want to say again,

I am here for you) and I want you to be happy) 

hehe of course if you asked meeeee I will always prefer to be happy with you)) :* :*  its really really really really true~

love <3

cc

there's no way you will know unless you try

I will never leave you.

even when im mad I miss you...

I get jealous easily over long distances..

...in part I feel invisible and I'm afraid I am over-shadowed by your other male friends..

..silly thoughts I know..

                     ..but I think it's silly to hold back so much...

It's time to act the way we feel, 

                                                                I don't want you to be timid with me!

   Sometimes I want to see you post photo's of you and I together so that your friends CAN see us!

                                                            As silly as social network statuses are they do sway perceptions) 

                                                            Last I spoke with you I plan on moving in with you for several months)

I proposed to you : Fact

You said Yes:    Lucky me)))  Fact

I want to marry you: Fact

I'll see you in the US or in RU very soon: Fact

I still consider you my Fiance, especially since we've never faded a part.. : Fact

I'm a stupid male and I like certain things to show that I have a beautiful woman..: Fact

^ :p ill be honest, not only do I want to show you off.. but I also do not want other men making me jealous because they think they are getting in close with you :p

meh meh meh meh meh meh meh meh meh meh meh meh meh meh meh meh meh meh meh meh < hand typed meh's... yea I know..

i miss you

I love you Kristina!

hope you understand I just had to make some odd message to passss the time..... I cannot sleep still :(